leaving
It’s so weird, with the last day of my high school life looming ahead in just a few hours. The past few days, I’ve been so caught up in trying to just keep my head above water with all of these projects and tests that I never really had the time or energy to think about how the end was approaching so rapidly. It doesn’t feel like the end of school, just more like a normal week in the middle of the year. I didn’t even realize that soon, I wouldn’t be able to see the same familiar faces every day for 50-minute periods anymore that I’ve just assumed would always be there. I think I still haven’t grasped onto that fact as of now.
I was in a weird mood today where I didn’t really feel like doing anything, especially signing yearbooks/getting mine signed. It was probably due to 2-3 AM sleep times the past three nights, but I can’t help but think if maybe there was something else there too. A deeper psychological fear and weakness. One in which I didn’t want much to do with yearbooks because then I would have to face the fact that these people won’t be by my side anymore. They’ll instead be miles away, far from being able to comfort me in person. Maybe that was why I was so drawn to the sentimental and emotional songs on someone’s iPod in physics today. Maybe that was why I suddenly had a strong feeling of attachment to my friends, to just give them a tight bear hug and not let go. Because if I let go, when will I be able to grab hold again? I’ll have to come to terms with the fact that the situation will never be the same again. The experience is all so surreal, and it’s all hitting me now that I’m not sure how to handle it. I guess a good way would be to give the people I cherish good long hugs, take pictures with them, get to signing those yearbooks, and listening to more sentimental songs.
This is it. This is what it comes down to, Monta Vista, my home for 4 years.
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Anonymous asked WHOSE THE MOST NINGA BOAWSSEST OF YOUR FRIENDSS
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Anonymous asked Why did you pick UW?
Well first, academics does come as a top priority and since UW had a well-known department in the major that I want to go into, that made it a candidate for the college I’d go to.
I think the thing that really sold it for me though was the balance between the environment+atmosphere/academics though. I wanted a good balance of the two and when I visited UW, I got the feeling that it was there. Doesn’t hurt that the campus looks really nice (:
I definitely thought before everything that I was going to stay in Cali for college, but I guess it really did depend on visits to see what suited me better. Washington also isn’t terribly far from Cali but is still a new environment to explore so that’s nice too.
finally done with this week! after many long nights and stressful days scheduled with tests, I’m done! now I just have to get through AP testing. forget senior finals…
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